empty mind

holly shit 

what the hell is wrong with me

dear almighty, help me.begging.. :(

every night before i sleep, i just think to be a good person when i wake up

i wish i can manage my daily schedule very well

i wish i will not wasting time

i wish i tak tinggal solat anymore 

i wish i can give full concentrate during lecture

i wish i wish i wish

and the result is NOTHING

what a sad am i

i just empty

i don't know

i feel like empty 

empty 

empty

and empty

where is everyone ?

friends--doing assignment, preparing for speech, reading novel

boyfie---currently at lab doing his fyp 

they all i have here.

but what about me?

me---empty, doing nothing, i am suck.yea..suck.that a suitable word for me..suck !

i just cannot handling my self 

i feel like stupid

YA ALLAH...HELP... :(