Monday, March 7, 2011

lose control

again 
i hate doing that
i just lose control
and when im doing that, i enjoy it 
once i've done i regret T_T

im trying to avoid it
pls pray for me -_-

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

empty mind

holly shit 
what the hell is wrong with me
dear almighty, help me.begging.. :(
every night before i sleep, i just think to be a good person when i wake up
i wish i can manage my daily schedule very well
i wish i will not wasting time
i wish i tak tinggal solat anymore 
i wish i can give full concentrate during lecture
i wish i wish i wish
and the result is NOTHING
what a sad am i
i just empty
i don't know
i feel like empty 
empty 
empty
and empty

where is everyone ?
friends--doing assignment, preparing for speech, reading novel
boyfie---currently at lab doing his fyp 
they all i have here.
but what about me?
me---empty, doing nothing, i am suck.yea..suck.that a suitable word for me..suck !

i just cannot handling my self 
i feel like stupid

YA ALLAH...HELP... :(

red is hot

red is hot
i'm not saying that i'm hot
the red's colour is hot okey...got it?
ok good then :)

i think i'm fall in love with the red stuff 
ho yehh
yeah, i think so
i just noticed my stuff like baju byk yg warna merah after green n yellow of course 
merah makngah.her3

there are some pictures in red

testing my strength by angkat budak kecik tu,
tp tak larat. she's quite heavy.hehehe ^.^

credit to abg photographer yg poyo tak ley blah >.<

its stair to heaven :)

kami in blazer :)

els buddies :)

els buddies lagi :)

 els buddies jugak :)

i'm the leader
ho yehhh ^.^
look at the back, they solute me. :p

sexy mexy pose from syarifah :D

no caption -.-

the sweet haifa.. :)

main2 dengan tiang :p

hey look at her *that girl infront 
jealousy face from me n cip

ce teka berapa tinggi saye?
kalo betol i bg gula2 kapas :D

me in red :)

damn ugly pose.har3 :D

away

lets come home 

kindly spot my sleepy eyes again -.-

all those pictures were taken last few days
it kind of els photoshoot 
unpredictable photoshoot kot

bye peeps !
cheers ! :))

shine your life

hello there !
i am bloody hungry right now *td petai bubus tak buka..sedih :p
and now i just waiting to eat again.hehe
today is a wednesday and me again skipping the class.hoho
my bad.. 

i just woke up from slept actually in order to replace previous sleep of mine
her3
and when i woke up, i suddenly thought about what title i'm going to talk for the next speech
wuwuwu
distracted betol lah
i now i just think about one topic which is my senior gave an idea to me last night
that topic is quite cool lah
hoo yeehh
but then , i haven't decide yet 
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heyheyhey
i just thinking about some people who got so many problems in their live, how they solve their problem huh?
hermm, there are too many ways to solve all your problems actually
as long as you keep cool and chill out, the problem will not bother you so much lah
everyone have their own problem whether it is small matter or a big huge problems 
even me have one
not only one actually
no matter what the problems you have, keep smile 
don't have to moody ehhh
i hate whoever have a swinging mood 
shine you life with a smile :)
and live you life happily :DD
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some pics to keep in the storage











Saturday, February 26, 2011

koya kejap

nk buat statement annoying kejap

sorry to say
i hate riding motorcycle 
*ckp la nk ckp aku blagak ke koya ke bajet ke tak sedar diri ke

tp terpaksa gak kena naik
bye -.-

p/s: bersyukur ade jugak moto nk kena tunggang.herherher

*de bende lain yg wt aku x suke actually -.-

Friday, February 25, 2011

worried

da pukul 3.04 am
always a loner at night, i mean at dawn i think
all of sudden i just thinking bout job 
what i'm gonna be later on ?
what job suit with me ?
it is suit with my course that i'm taking right now?
geezzz. i'm a damn worry
taktaw kenapa tetiba je rasa risau 
found out my friends had been worked at some places rasa tercabar la pulak
keekerker
normal la kn kena jealous those kind of things ^.^

sometimes ramai la jugak perlekeh dengan course i ni
even him.so sad :(
they all like to ask what course i'm taking then starting to mock with the annoying words
what the heck
ade sorang tu kan, sampai skrg aku igt ye ckp pe,

' ceh, major english, aku nak tgk je mu keje pe nt, last2 duk kat kampong gak ' (di ikuti dengan dengan gelak jahat) 

he utter those words to me, how dare ! bengang la jugak. >.<

aku wat derkk jela, bak kate orang kalo layan orang sewel ngan kite2 jadi sewel :)
so i just keep smiling 
but i remember every single words that he uttered to me !
i hate him *not bcoz of that thing only, something else jugak. >.<'
tw la you tu anak taukey, spm fail pon kaya raya jugak *lebey2 lak aku.hee

lantaklah beliau nk pk ape
but sometimes, i mean most of the time
 people salah paham if im taking this course i'll become a teacher
wohoo wot wot
me? teacher? ohmaigodness.hell no.
i hate teaching -.-

sometimes, ade la jugak yg menyampass ngn budak2 english
bajet baguss ! *org cite org cite kt aku.har3

sometimes people keep judging us 

whatever lah. belajarla dulu rajin2.. *rajin kerrr
ok ok esok aku rajin lar... -.-

-----------hambek english, tp english cam hampeh----------------
ok mengaku.bye. -.-
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teringat pulak kisah avagado mase present td
hahaha
so funny la
it supposed to be avocado 
kekeke
typo is everywhere ^.^

papepooonnn....cheers people ! :))

hey, perlu ke tiap kali post something kena letak gambar jugak?
suke hati saye la blog saye...
*old pic, ketandusan gambar sudaa -.-

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

unknown

mak...eida lapo... :'(

duk sini no one care, no one like to share 
nk balik..
miss u badly :((