Friday, May 6, 2011

goodbye usm

hello there !
i'm so excited because tonight i'm going home yeaaahhh !
oh finally i finish all exam papers
just wondering what i'm going to do at hometown for about four month
working is the best thing to do i think
but now i feel a lil bit sad leaving this place
i'm gonna miss my friends a lot and also my love one, my mister !
four month can't see you is a big deal for me :(
terengganu and kelantan is not a big distance actually
but then, i can't see you either..
*saye anak yang baik..just stay at home lah. 
i am a homely person.hehe

els girls 

 ni muka muka kusam after 24hours keep awake due to last minutes preparation for exam
this is the last hang out with you guys...for this sem.hihi

actually we are ten
but can divided to two part
five of us ni yg selalu procrastinate and not well prepare in whatever we

soul sista ! i miss you much.
long time no see T_T


hmm i already miss you guys.. 
bye all...
i love you
i miss you
i heart you
yes, all of you... <3

goodbye from me 
remember me and smile... :)
cheers !! ^.^

Thursday, May 5, 2011


i think mata i da rabun...uwaa...
how sad am i
i can't read the distance words anymore T_T
tamau takmau takmahu pakai sepekk.
wuuu -.-,

a nerdy me soon? no...

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

everyone has done their exam. me?
me me me not yet, still stuck in usm 
cannot go back yet
damn jealous seeing people dragging bags and stuff to their hometown !
what the heck
sabo jela
usm now being a mysterious place for me due to damn quite environment 
there are no more buses engine could be heard, there are no more foods in the cafe -.-

hmm.whatever happen, i'm gonna miss you guys soon !
bertapa for about 4 month in my hometown yayy ^.^

hang out with with friends would be a precious moments forever 

 nenek nenek si bongkok tiga, siang mengantuk malam berjaga 

bye and peace from me ^.^

Tuesday, May 3, 2011


 hey keje gilak ni keje gilak
esok paper, malam ni baru duk kalut bukak buku
skrg da nk dekat pukul 5
esok exam pukul 9 pagi
bala bala 
wish me luck tomorrow !
tido dulu goodnight world...

Monday, May 2, 2011

neighbours by karim raslan

That is one of the Karim Raslan's short stories in the Heroes 
ok, i won't mention about the author but i want to share the story of this book

The main character in this short story is Datin Sarina and she also known as radio sarina because her behavior. she love to stalk with others life and spread to another people. she is kind of neglected women because of her husband is always busy with his own schedule and same goes with her children. due to that, she tend to find another sources of entertainments with is gossiping and stalking people.

One day, she have a new neighbour named Kassim. He is a good looking guy with age not more than 35 years old. He is a lawyer, Datin Sarina was so excited having a new handsome neighbour. her new nieghbour was so pious and very concern about our religion. He can talk about religion very well and has a noble person. Datin Sariana was very impressed of him and ask Karim's wife to come to her house. and while taking about Karim's wife, he told Datin Sarina and Dato' Mus that his wife is related to Datin Sarina.

And another day comes, Datin is always sit in the verandah in her house and from that location, the master room of her neighbour house can be seen. she quietly stalk Kassim.hehe. From his varendah, she can see a women in the kassim's room. she feel jealous with that women because of her slimness and tallness. Datin Sarina thought the women with the small breast is a Kassim's wife. they are making love. but suddenly, Datin Sarina get a big shock when she saw that women has a penis also. 

p/s: teheee.this story is quite unexpected. that was one of the story that i had studied. and tomorrow is a literature paper, and i expect this short story will come out.

ahh i'm dead there are so many novel and short story have to review in only one night. hmmm.
procrastinate is me. bye.

this is karim raslan, the author that i told you earlier.
handsome tak?hehe
btw, he is malaysian. 
see ya!

Saturday, April 30, 2011

just a few seconds to destroy trust

A little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.

The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter: 
"Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river." The little girl said:
"No, Dad. You hold my hand." 
"What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father. 

"There's a big difference," replied the little girl. 
"If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go." 

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold yours... 

*inspired by someone

TRUST is like mirror, once its BROKEN, you can never look at the same again

*yeah i think it wasn't your fault, it was mine for believing every single word you said 
and everything just like bullshit 

Friday, April 29, 2011


it's heavy rain out there 
the heavy rain seems to understand what i feel right now
it's hard to explain then
let it be
past is the past and take it as a lesson 



Pagi itu indah seperti biasa

Tidur yang lena terhenti di sana
Layap kuyu masih tak terdaya
Bukalah tingkap mu curahkan cahaya

Siapa yang sangka
Bila tiba masa kita untuk pergi selamanya
Takkan terduga
Jika saat ini tuhan tentukan aku lah orangnya
Bila, aku sudah tiada
Simpan semua lagu ku
Jangan di tangis selalu

Mungkin, itu sementara
Bila jumpa penggantiku
Jangan dilupakan aku...

Gelak tawa tangisan yang hiba
Kenangan kita masa di dunia
Alangkah indahnya jika
Kita mampu hidup selamanya

Siapa yang sangka
Bila tiba masa kita untuk pergi selamanya
Takkan terduga
Jika saat ini tuhan tentukan aku lah orangnya

thanks for everything
i will bare in mind our precious moments together
enjoy your new life ya..

i will let you go then
if you want it 

p/s : to all my friends, please inbox your phone number to my inbox on facebook
the old one is no longer used.tq.

Wednesday, April 27, 2011


cess blah la mungg
sombomm ngn aku boo
skill dop puah ati ning

sempat ke... :(

esok paper jepun..
takut uwaaa
padan muke slalu ponteng class.hoho
kena review balik dari awal lesson
uhh mati
procrastinate at all the time
nak mati try la
huruf die pon tak ingat semua ag
grammar lagi
ya :(

pada sesape, janganla buat keje last minute
*i love procrastinate =.='
eh eh eh sempat kot.sempat sempat insyaallah... 

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

dedicate to my BFF

yeah...believe it or not, i miss you
we are just like sisters 
we always fighting
yeah..all the time
hmm..igt lagi tak mase kite gaduh besar kat skolah dulu
everyone can noticed sbb we used to be pegi mane2 together, xleh berenggang pomm
hmm.our bittersweet memories will bear in my mind forever 
and i hope so do you

you are one of my bff at my hometown
but now...i think you're not the same
i miss the old biba -.-
hmmm.everyone changes
it does happen to everyone
nothing to write more
bye T_T

biba n me---> syawal 2010 ^.^

psstt..bff kite si lela majnum da balik hoyeh.nt rumet sesame ag ye.. :D
imissyou also lah! ^.^

Saturday, April 23, 2011

maharaja lawak fever

i'm looking forward to watch every single performance on maharaja lawak
it's really made my day
lawak kot deorang

yg ni lagi lawak kot.haha

Friday, April 22, 2011


done my second paper
it's not easy to wake up on friday morning that i used to sleep tight 
what can i say for the critical reading and writing paper?
it's too difficult -.-
have to finish up four essays in 3 hours
nak kena bace text yg berjeler lagi, nak kena faham ayat2 beliau yg susah tu lagi, nak kena pikir idea and content lagi.aahh.da kecut tangan den menulis 
3 hours was ran out so fast than usual

and now, i will put my brain to sleep
daa.. U.U

eh wait,
this pic was taken tomorrow at satu kedai buka kat sungai dua tu
i just noticed that ade kedai ni kat situ
haha.da dapat hidayah nak masuk kedai buku2 islamic cam tu kot
slama ni kedai ni invisible kot :p
btw, best kedai tu, nice price with the good books!
nak beli satu buku tu tp tak cukup duet lak smlm.
kena nanti orang hadiahkan la.heh
buku ape takyah mention la.bye

Thursday, April 21, 2011


bangun tido terus je rase geram nk makan orang.


done my first paper
tomorrow got a paper again
tido jap.bye

*boley jawab 2 soalan je dari 4 soalan td.uwaa.bye

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

good luck guys..

hai, sempat lagi blogging kejap
bkn pe mata da layu ni
bace buku ni bace buku haaa, jgn main main ngn i
tomorrow is my 1st paper. wish me all the best yaw!
and me also wishing you all the best in your final exam
hope everything will be okay ya
ok continue study
daaa ^.^

yeahhh :)

Sunday, April 17, 2011

it's not so called study babe

hi there...
what the heck betol la
her her her
woke up at noon, open the the slides,
10 minutes the faceBOOK
then sleepy....----.....sleep tight...
woke up again, starving...out, looking for some food to eat
ok, i'm back....and i'm full and feel sleepy again
then me sleep again;;;;woke up, oh da nak maghrib, hmm baru je niat nak bukak kan kan, tak baik study waktu2 macam ni haa
tunggu maghrib dulu la..pas maghrib nt nak study
hmmm..erkk?wait and see
and you know what?
i hate myself for being like this everyday!
haish. +.+
hmm..actually kan, today kan.hmm tak jadi lah nak tulis.
cite bende lain jum
actually i just done removing unknown friends on facebook
huih, and i just realize there are too many unknown friends listed
so, i decided to remove them because i don't know you, and you also don't even know me
i think you didn't even notice that you have been removed
and now..i just keep friends of mine, friends of mister, family and those who keep in touch with me ^.^
i think there's no point to keep them if we don't even know them :)

ok ok mode on.shhh.daaa


what the hell this notes is trying to say huh
i just can't pick it up anything 
feel like dumby baby dumb
better me sleep 
yeah..sleep is the best solution 
*sambil dengar gun and roses melalaklalak lagu don't cry 
sigh. =.='

Thursday, April 14, 2011

eat more on study week

oh too many things to remember and too many things to review 
i have to study all the lecture notes from the beginning
but i still stuck for the first chapter.herr
everything must be complete before the final, 21st April 
and i have to buy some junk foods in order to stay in room 
i just staying in my dummy sleepy room
sleep all the time
no books, no notes. just sleep
eat and sleep 
hell yeah i am a successful sleeper -.-

oh bakul, macam banyak je nak kena beli nih.hehe

ikang ikang ikang 

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

night chill

night chill with mister, ebah and her sister
just wanna take some fresh air out there
so, we spend time together watching movie, hang out blablabla at qbay
and photos also

cycle your life


just cool

build climbing

who's taller :p

kahkah.gelak dulu.
this pic have a very damn funny story behind 
when i enter my head in the shark mouth
few second later, it's moving automatically 
terkujut munyet den
and guess what?
ade auntie cleaner (indian) at sebalik game sebelah sane duk sakan gelak kat aku
nasib baik tak ramai orang da mase tu, kahkah.malu den
ape lagi, blah r lepas tu.hee.. v(-.-)v

pakcik ni always put his hand on my head sambil tepuk2
igt i ni kucing ka?haish

with ebah and her sis

just Q can be see

hey world.. :)

same nose.hakhak.kejam kejam

and this is compulsory
pic in the toilet must be snap 

Monday, April 11, 2011

optional question is easier?

who said the optional question is easier compare than an essay question?
of course not for me 
for me, the optional question is more difficult
i mean too much difficult 
the question could be a, b, c, d and we have to choose either one of them
if you are on the right track, you are lucky
but if you got a wrong shoot, you are in trouble, yes damn trouble
in addition, the questions frequently confusing 
there are no sympathy or empathy in this case
in a meanwhile, the essay question have more consideration 
lecturer or teacher may considered your answers 
even you got it wrong for some parts, you still have chance to get a mark
i wrote from my own experience
i got kind of bullshit result answering the optional questions
so, if you think you are lucky having paper in optional question, you are totally wrong !

hye, im struggling for the final exam
wish me luck mates !
i wish i can back up my test's result

Saturday, April 9, 2011

it's not a human being

hangin betol tengok video video yang menyakitkan jiwa
bakar kucing, dera budak, sepak budak, bunuh sana bunuh sini
tu sume bukan manusia melainkan syaitan !
bertopengkan rupa manusia walhal berhati lebih buruk daripada syaitan
sumpah kalo tertengok tak sampai hati nak tengok sampai habis
kenapa ada gak manusia macamni
this is the end of the world maybe

just wondering ape rupe hati mereka semua, warna hijau kah?
sampai sanggup buat keje2 macamtu
*tertengok video dera budak td
what a real world :(

i need ketenangan
this pic is working to chill me out 

Friday, April 8, 2011

jangan lupe skrip

i'm ready to be alone here :)
final exam just around the corner
i just wanna take a deep breath for several days before start revising everything
huh~ now i can feel relief for a while 

yesterday i've done my last assignment which is drama for the japanese class
i feel like stupid in front. kah kah 
we all not well prepared because of minggu tu busy giler kot dgn assignments, test and so on
so berterabur la mase kat depan tu dgn tak igt script nye sume
pape pon, da abis, lega giler.hehe

blur......this is the only pic
tu la haa soeda sensei kami
sporting tp skema bab2 marking nih.
only five of us malay and the rest are chinese 

and for mister, good luck for your fyp presentation
jangan stress2
i'm promise tak buat hal sebelum you betol2 settle semua
*lps tu boley la.kehkeh

p/s : bangun tido je gatal hidung, gatal muka. haaaccumm!

Thursday, April 7, 2011

you are a D.I.N.O.S.A.U.R

ni bukan dinosaur. ni pic i mase jelita jelita dulu.
terjumpe pic lame i mase duk browse gamba td.

one two three, ACTION 
eceh..testing dulu, esok i ade drama u ols
can't wait for tomorrow yehhh
can't wait to finish it all
and i can't wait to be a loner forever kat usm ni for the whole study week
me not going home for study week
i kan rajin...nak pulun study kat sini sekuat hati.haha
ok tipu je
i'm not going home for some reasons 
no need to mention here kot

and now i rase macam celaru gile babun dah
i have to finish up my assignments by tonight and have a lot of troubles
da print pastu lupe letak name lecturer pulak kat cover page, dan dan je nt die bagi aku fail kang haaa
terpaksa la kena print balik
huih. takaiiii desu nee
and i have to do some draft for the assignment, orang lain buat draft dulu baru buat essay but me buat essay dulu then baru buat draft.keh keh. kemalasan terserlah disana sini

then td macam bengang jugak ngan minah nih
bajet pandai la sangat
sume nak kena ikut cakap beliau
hello...this is a group work okay, so don't pretend that you know everything ok
and one more, obviously i tak suke you. hambek nak
*of course la aku brani buat statement ni sebab aku tahu she can't figure it out.kih kih
alaa saje nak lepas amuk kat sini
ee saboo jela, nasib baik die bukan kawan aku, just rakan satu group ok. not more than that
i pon tak hingin ehh nak berkawan ngn orang macam tu.menyampass
penyombong antara benua pulak tu.
ok dah, tak mo tambah dosa banyak2. huh~~

then ni sorang lagi macam dino
you know dino? or baby dino?
i hate you but i'm deep in love with you
jangan tak caye :p i exist lagi tak?
haa kalo wujud, wujudkan diri anda jugak lah ye

and satu lagi
td ayah call me nangis banyak2 sambil gelak sambil tak gelak
haa macam orang gila tak agak2?
nangis sebab jealous.kah kah kah
that was so not me okay
eehh silap. *i ngn my dad memang macam tu. hoho
sape suruh cite macam macam kat kite haaa
kang da nk mengamuk
*ok tak malu.bye

and satu lagi skrg ni tengah dengar lagu rihanna tajuk kehapebende tah
die cakap i'm not stupid in love 
macam hampeh lagu ni tak sedap
sume tak kena sume tak kena kena kena sume takkan kena 

eh eh eh da habis merapak merapu merepek yayy 
lega. bye

p/s : tetiba terpikir macamana nak pegi toilet sesorang nanti sume xde org study week 

 makan eskrem sekuat hati 

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

i'm not a cat lover

comey gile ah kucing nih

ohhh don't look at me like that baby catty 

and don't keep staring at me coz i'm melting 

catty: ok fine you tak suke i, ade aku kesah 

look at all those cats, damn cute isn't it?
yahh of course they all cute than you.keh3.
actually, I've ever be a cat lover for a long time ago, but then i'm not so in to cat now..
i have a cat before, when i was about 10 year old 
at that time, i love my cat so much, i used to called him 'long'
i can't remember how i got that name 
when i called his name, he seems understand that i'm calling him and he comes to me immediately 
however, since he's missing, i just don't love cat anymore
ironic right?
he's missing until now on
mase die hilang dulu, sadis gilos sanggup cari ngn ayah haa
but now, sorry to say, i just don't love cat anymore
jangan tanya kenapa sebab i also can't figure out why i'm not a cat lover anymore 

...........missing you 'long'.........

p/s : long...kalau you terbace ni, tolong r pulang, i rindu kat you.
*tp i rasa u da mati la sbb ni kisah 10 tahun lepas dah.kalo u ade pon maybe u da tue nyanyuk dah. n impossible riwayat hidup u lame gile kot.bye

Tuesday, April 5, 2011


oh green roses. *gamba hiasan semata mata

sometimes and almost all the time an unexpected thing happen in our life 
you expect you'll get a good result for your but the result make you cry
you expect you'll marry him or her one day, but then he or she married someone else 
you expect 
this stomachache keep disturbing me now and i can't finish this entry

Saturday, April 2, 2011

messy head

i feel like screaming loudly yelling to everyones 
this is a final week before study week 
but i have a lot of works to do by this wekk jugakk
botak la kejap ag 

monday: novel, due date lit. assignment 

tuesday: nihongo listening test again.*3 times listening test.demnn betol.
wed: critical reading and writing test O.o

thurs: drama, due date japanese assignment

can you imagine how busy am i right now
*tp sempat je bukak blog n facebook for sure.hui 

my life just like refugee
aaa i hope this week will end soon 
bai bai bye

p/s :  procrastinate will bring you to death